I started `losing interest` in Cutie after set 158. Ever since then I dread the day when I see a new set posted of a girl I like after she grew those silly lumps on her chest. The weird thing is, ridicule me for this if you want, but I also feel bad somehow for `her`. Like we had this real close relationship and now the love is over because she´s gotten too old. Its ridiculous of course. It doesn´t make any sense and I realize this fully, but still I can´t help feeling that way. You can´t exactly control a feeling, right?
As for Alissa, yeah she´s a HUGE favorite of mine but on her VK I can already see that she´s getting too old for me. Age wise she already is (it says shes 14 now, but I hope she lied about her age signing up there) but perhaps she´s a `late bloomer´.
There´s another huge favorite of mine Tamara A, but unfortunately Candydoll ´got to her` too late in my opinion. In the attached image its a picture of a set I dislike and probably end up deleting because, well, look at it. She started growing buds and that is already expired for me.
Its not me trying to be a `pedo badass` its just the way how I FEEL. Again, feelings are something you can´t exactly control. Luckily there´s a bunch of great favorites of mine right now that are still really nice and young and are of course Sofi E, Lesya B and Annie C. My compilations are literally littered with them.
But again, it goes so fast, one day this dreaded set will come from each of them where they hit puberty. Its insane, and I WISH I didn´t have this, but I do. Its kinda sad when you think about it.
Even weirder ever since Cutie hit puberty it hasn´t been the same for me, I can´t even look at her old videos and images the same way again. Its beyond stupid because I mean what does it matter how she looks in real life now, right? Yet its how I feel.